it's great to be on leave. at least can take a break from wearing that army uniform for a while, though it wont be long before i have to go back office again. lol. didn't really achieve much during this leave though. sighx. should be more disciplined and stick to what i had intended to do. one of my biggest flaws. haha. oh wells.

going for my upperstudy's ord dinner later. though he already ord -_-|| haha. probably the last time i'll see my upperstudy in a long time to come. heh. or maybe not. u nvr know. =) he so busy with work that he himself dont know the details etc (dinner organised by someone else in the office). just hope it doesn't get messed up. haha.

sian. after this short term block leave, monday i'm going back to office. it's my OPS day some more. nice welcome party right? sighx. at first ops was on 27th one, TOGETHER with medic cover. super sian diao. now also sian diao. lol. actually to me, army = sian diao. hahaha.

speaking of which, monday is also an impt day for 2 of my friends =) wish them happy anniversary in advance first, just in case i forget (which i most likely will). hopefully they have many many more anniversaries to come =)

i realised that i lack an aim in life. as in what i eventually want to achieve. the biggest goal the biggest thing i want to achieve/earn in life. to some it may be just as simple as starting a family and living happily for the rest of their lives. for others it could be earning their first million before the age of 30. to some others it could be aiming to be the best in their field, whatever it might be. now, where do i belong? what do i seek? what do i want to achieve? need to find that answer before i truly waste my entire life away, doing nth useful/meaningful.

rambling random stuff as usual. i can't do anything better what. no choice. heh. shall stop talking nonsense for now. enjoy ur days ahead everyone =)

2005-12-08 - 4:56 p.m.

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